You walk into a room filled with hundreds {but it feels more like thousands} of women and you think…woa…what am I doing here? Let’s just turn around…I can hang out in my hotel room all weekend and be fine.
Cause you see, me, I’m not a big blogger…me….I only write a few times a month…once again, what am I doing here at this blogging conference with LOTS of big namers.
But then you experience the beauty of women, together, lifting their hands in a chorus of praise to the Lord.
You catch your breath and are reminded of just why you are here.
When I pondered going to Allume over the summer I wondered if I was crazy to spend such money on a blogging conference when I am just a sometimes blogger. Wouldn’t that money be better spent on the decaying window frame that needed replaced a few hundred days ago or on a relaxing weekend away with my husband?
But as I prayed about whether I should go to Allume, I kept hearing the word “Go”.
A constant whisper in my head when I sought His guidance on these plans I had signed myself up for. And I am so glad I did listen to His voice. Because…
It turned out to be such a growing experience, time spent delving closer to Christ, being renewed and inspired, and forming many new friendships. {The ladies I met were so welcoming, kind, and uplifting!}
While there I was so fortunate to attend a session by Lisa-Jo Baker about how us mom’s so often worry that motherhood means we are missing out on something. {And ya’ll, if I had only made it to this one session…the whole weekend would have been worth it. It was that incredible!}
Don’t we all question if there isn’t something bigger we are suppose to be doing with our time rather than just being a mom. So often I ask up the question…does what I do really matter to Christ?
But you know what Lisa-Jo said about that question…
I am NOT just a mom. Not just a sometimes blogger. If this world is God’s kingdom on earth then none of us are just something. For in God’s kingdom, every single moment & every single second is kingdom work. Whether that is washing dishes, folding clothes, inviting a college student over for a meal, or opening the door for a stranger. You see, there is nothing routine about your routine.
The time I spent at Allume lifted my spirits, encouraged me to keep writing, and reminded me that no matter how often I blog or how many times I drearily stick my hands into yet another sink load of dirty dishes…I am not just.
So I encourage you to find places where God can
encourage you, nourish you, and pour Himself INTO you.
You are that important and He delights Himself in you.
Great post! I love seeing this through your eyes. I am so glad you went to Allume!
And I’m so glad we got to know each other better!
Hi Jessica, I found you via Meredith’s site and I’m so glad I stopped by! I wasn’t able to attend Allume this year but I really needed this nugget of wisdom you soaked up from it this morning. I’ve been having one of those “just a mom, just a blogger” weeks and there is so much truth and wisdom here. It’s true, when we’re part his kingdom there is no unimportant work. Thanks for sharing!
Abby,
Hi! I’m so glad this post spoke to you and helped encourage you. I too have to often remind myself my worth is found in Christ, not in the mundane AND that He works through the mundane not just the big rainbows. Have a great weekend!
Oh Jessica this is SO true!! This right here spoke to me:
But as I prayed about whether I should go to Allume, I kept hearing the word “Go”.
A constant whisper in my head when I sought His guidance on these plans I had signed myself up for. And I am so glad I did listen to His voice.
I felt the SAME way. I put off spending the money until the end of August, when I just felt like I couldn’t tell God no anymore. And, I am SO glad I went.
Lisa Jo’s session was my favorite too. I even told my husband that I would’ve spent the whole conference price ticket just to attend HER session. I needed it. I’m not trying to spam your blog, but since you mentioned her session I wanted to share this post that was my takeaway from it. I really hope she comes back next year, maybe as a keynote 🙂
http://findingjoyinthejourney.net/just-a-mom/
That is just fine to share your post Misty. I had enjoyed reading it as well. And it would be awesome if Lisa-Jo came back next year as a keynote. I started reading her book last night and it is great.
I love reading this – love it. And i love that picture of you three beautiful souls!